I am the most accurate definition of a Facebook stalker. Mostly stalking my close friends and family but every once in a while going off the beaten path and check in on an old friend. I will click through picture after picture until my eyes hurt and it is way past my bedtime. I love it. I’m not trying to be a creeper I am just truly enjoying each and every picture.
But as much fun as I have looking at other people’s photos I find myself constantly stalking myself. I love going back and reliving each picture. The kids giggling, sleeping, throwing a fit, and being sweet just melt my heart. Even though I took most of those pictures it still pulls me in as I click through each album. My favorite thing to do is start at the first picture and progress through to the most recent. Watching the kids grow up again frame by frame; it’s awesome.
I did it again last night as I looked for a picture to print for Kylee’s birthday party. She was so little with such a big personality. I spent well over an hour just looking at the pictures, forgetting what I actually sat down to do. I next opened up my big hard drive and looked through so many pictures, from Reece’s arrival to a recent trip to the splash pad. I can’t believe how much they’ve grown and changed but also seeing the little things that are still the same. Reece still makes the same faces and Kylee leans her head into my face as a way of cuddling.
It is so crazy to me how fast my babies are growing up. It seems that it was last week that I was doing jumping jacks after a two mile walk to ‘encourage’ Kylee to be born. Or even worse, it feels like not that long ago I was crying to Kyle before Reece was born, when the doctors agreed to induce me, asking if we were ready to be parents.
So here were are preparing for Kylee’s first birthday and although I can’t truly explain the feeling I can admit that my mind is blown. She is turning 1! When did this happen? I have to catch myself, when someone asks how old she is, not to say six months. She is my baby girl but for how much longer?!
I don’t know where to take this post from here. To be honest, my mind is so blown by realization that my babies are no longer babies that I don’t know what else to say. Kylee is turning 1! Reece is almost 3! I know it is very cliché but I wasn’t prepared for how true it is that they grow up in a blink of an eye. I guess I am going to post this then head back to Facebook to click through pictures and watch my babies grow up.